The land of 1,000 fires - Lana del Rey

Through the year I've called you in and out of my orbit

You, in your madness

the satellite that constellates my world

mimicking the inner chaos that I've disowned

a mirror to my past life retributions 

and a reflection of my sadness

if I'm going to keep on living the way that I'm living 

I can't do it without you

my feet aren't on the ground

I need your body to stand on

your name to define me 

on top of being a woman

I am scared