I feel as if I'm rotting away

I'm heavily sleep deprived but at least I'm being paid for it, I guess. 


I've got this new job, been at it for a few weeks as of posting this I'm nearing the end of my third week. Part of the job is that I basically need to live here. Food and shelter is provided and I eat and sleep at the workplace, with time to go home on weekends. Normally I find it difficult to fall asleep even at home and the quality of living here is much worse than at home, so you can guess how I'm doing on sleep. Most nights I lay in bed, tired yet restless. In the mornings I struggle to leave bed. Whenever I get some sleep it is frequently interrupted by randomly waking up over and over.

The pay isn't even good here, but I'm not able to find any other jobs at the moment. At least I'm making friends here, and recently I've gotten back in contact with many good friends from school. Next year I will for sure be able to work elsewhere, and I will take that opportunity when I see it.


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