life update

finally got a job, but not the one i was hoping for :/ going back to my old summer job tomorrow and i am dreading it. i actually went back yesterday with my mom because she needed to return something. the energy in there was horrible. it was hot and busy and a place i really don't want to be for 4 hours. im gonna work just enough to pay off my credit card and then leave.

i really wanted to volunteer this summer too, but of course that didn't work out. the person i was emailing said they were forwarding my emails to someone else, but that someone else RESIGNED from their job! so i was basically emailing no one for like 2 weeks and i missed the deadline for orientation. i swear when intern season comes around, im applying to any and everything. i WILL NOT FAIL!!

i've been spending money like crazy these past 2 weeks. my mom has been going to the mall a lot because shes going out of the country soon. ive been tagging along and buying winter stuff since a lot of it is on sale. i also just bought a bunch of stuff off of neokyo, a japanese shopping website, bc they had like 4 coupons avail for mercari. i "accidentally" bought like 5 mini skirts when i was supposed to be looking for tops :/ i can never focus when i shop.

i spent $90 at sephora and returned it all like a week later. i had been wanting the stuff i bought for a while, but having it didn't satisfy me for some odd reason. expensive makeup is such a scam!! i kept thinking of how i could use what i have or get the same thing for cheaper. but srsly, i think i returned it bc of all the other things i could think of to spend $90 on lol.

i bought some nail stuff bc i want to get back into doing them. i really need to get more colors and charms too but that might have to wait after i get my first paycheck...