Angry; June Twenty-seventh 2k24, 2:06PM.

My life has been weird lately. All one big blur, per usual. But I've been restless and angry. I've been reading again, and that's helped with calming me down some. But it's still so weird, I'm an angry person naturally, but not this way. And I'm not usually a restless person.

Despite everything, I've been okay. I'm still grieving over the loss of my grandmother, and my dog, and my cat. But I've been okay, besides that. I think I like using my blog to write out my feelings. No judgement zone, yk?

It's weird, but I feel happier. Like finally, even though my mom might die soon, life is looking up. Hell, everyone I love has been at least near death lately, but I'm fine. I feel fine.

It sounds like I'm lying to myself, and I might be, but right now I feel fine. Sure I'm angry, but I feel fine. Maybe it is getting better, maybe I just need to hold our a little longer.

Anyways, I'm reading My Year of Rest and Relaxation. I'm almost done with it, I've got 133 pages left. I'm also back to writing fanfic, I wrote a really cute dc comics one a couple days ago. It's really awesome. Maybe I'll keep writing. Hopefully I get some motivation back soon.