profile pic

im unsure bc this pic i took of myself is probably one of my faves ever, it makes me really confident!! i feel pretty and hot in it without feeling like theres a part of me thats “wrong” 

 but im shirtless n i wouldnt want to seem weird. but its not like you wouldnt see that at the beach its normal?? and its for myself? so i should just allow myself to be comfy sharing, i just have very rarely shared serious pics of myself with others so i have a lotta anxiety surrounding that.

i need to permit myself to be more self confident! if anybody thinks its weird n it makes them uncomfortable tho i Will delete it lmao im very worried its not ok to 

nvm i wrote all this in a bulletin then deleted the profile pic lmao i do really like it but it felt like i was doing smthing wrong and would also get misinterpreted - these r the comments i wrote to myself on the bulletin before Erased:

it goes to show how uncomfortable i still get with myself, cause ever since i posted that new pic of myself that i actually like im uncomfy? why am i not allowed to feel pretty? my irrational thoughts just keep saying people will misinterpret me but i gotta do things for myself and push past irrationality to be more fulfilled and have a more accurate reality. if im doing something wrong or weird i have to hope and trust ppl will let me know respectfully and just do my own thing

im proud of myself for how far ive progressed with my self image and self love. i value myself and my body a lot more than i used to. hope it dossnt come off the wrong way!! i just wanna feel better abt sharing parts of myself to the world not just keep it internally

well thats it, thank you for taking the time to read any of this. these arent easy things to contend with but ill get better abt letting myself be fully free with everything around me - unity with all