"Why are you so sad when you have to go to the doctor? I'ts not that bad"

Bitch, since I was 5 years old I've been going to the doctor every fucking month of the year, waiting for answers about wtf is going on with my fucking body, doing analytics all the year long, and holding stupid people with their stupid questions.

I have three fucking doctors, monitoring me, sending me pills, pills that I have to take FOREVER.

Do you know how many funny moments I've lost because I have to go to the doctor? Do you know how hard and tiring it is to take a fucking 40 minutes route every month and wait four fucking hours just to be seen by the doctor and be told "Stay on the same medication"? Do you know how fucking desperate it is to see that you're getting worse? Do you know how fucking frustrating it is to be on the fine line between needing more pills?

If you don't, THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP!! MAYBE IT'S NOT THAT BAD FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE OK WITH YOUR NORMAL LIFE! BUT IT IS FOR ME! SO STOP DISCREDITING MY PROBLEMS!!