things, boring life blog as usual

fuck its been a while since my last, a LOT has been going on, this is all in no specific order, all just me rambling 

if alternative2707 is reading I WILL PAY YOU BACK!!! stop ddosing my wifi over it, not very nice its only 2 quid

im not glued to the computer screen anymore, i have half an identity offline, im proud of myself i really am, i hit my head on the window a few mins ago and my ear is bleeding its sooo sore ive got blood in my headphones but i dont know what to do about it 

i did sort of kind of get kidnapped not really but sorta but i dont want to mention that because its boring and sad, theres been some nice sunny days, such a shame im english because i would love to swim at my local beach but its filled with sewage

instead of small rocks in my shoes its bits of glass i cant get out, very annoying

REALLY CONTROVERSIAL OPINION TIME: I do not give a shit about the new bit of the A30, sorry.

i care more about flambards patching up the entrance i used to sneak in for free than the cool rides going, as long as the space race is still there i do not care..

new flats fine, met a neighbour whos ceiling collapsed so we are taking care of his pet rat for the next few days

do people from truros live off vapes? do they even eat and drink? every shop there is a vape shop, oh well at least theyve moved on from beating up the homeless, i fucking hate truro

my hair finally got long how i wanted it to be and i got forced to cut it off now i feel very insecure :-(

seen a lot less nature lately, its all just vanishing

next time i have someone on my doorstep knocking on my door shouting and sobbing "im sorry i was in a bad place" over and over i will BLOW SHIT UP 

i do feel as if i get the odd withdrawals from stuff i stopped years ago

i love my roommate but i wish he wasnt fucking the people that hate me the most

the human desire to just run and see where i end up, set up camp with the one i love and never return but its so complicated

broke my yearly tradition of a barbeque up the big rock at porthleven at the start of every june, maybe next year?

i turn 20 soon, strange....

spiral stairs FEAR ME i will walk on you

attachment issues except i hate everyone and then as soon as they show a bit of empathy towards me i cant leave them

when i was away there was a naked drunk man trying to get into the flat for a "delivery" so yeah thats good

i got free pasties from rowes mmmmm yum yum yum

love rowes, best pasties

cheese and onion guy me

the right people leave me and the wrong people dont let me leave but im slowly sorting that, something deeply bad happened and i have no idea if i can speak of it on here BUT im happy because free pasties i got for unrelated reasons

not had any pingers for a year now but i found a few, probably expired so i threw them away, glad they looked a bit expired and dusy otherwise i probably wouldve taken the whole lot because im a very stupid fella

saw a concerning amount of used condoms in a bt phone box with reverse charge calls still advertised, i wonder what people get up to ... bit of a strange place i think, not very appealing to be fucked in a piss filled phone box without a door, i really dont understand some people

i havent really been up to much else because i was locked in someone elses flat so that is not very good, sorry hope this is interesting enough

i almost became a dj because i was manic but didnt get accepted for the job i did an online interview for because im bad at it, was fully convinced i was the cool new shit