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June 26th 2024 2:30 PM
Lyric: I am the idiot with a painted face, in the corner taking up space
Mood: interested
Oh man I haven't been on here in a reallyyyyy long time. I kind of hate who I used to be I guess? I don't know. Vent (the app) wasn't healthy for me and I was really annoying on there lmao. My ex introduced to that app when I was 14 and I'm freaking 19 years old now (holy shit) so yeah I've changed believe it or not. I think I'm a way better person than I was when I was on there but on the other hand...I was 14 so. But I don't really plan to go back. I have, however, found myself really missing Spacehey. I wanna completely redo my profile but yeah! I'm back(?)
Updates on my life: things got way worse but then they got better. Will and I decided we are DEF better off as friends/queer-platonic(???) but we're still absolute best friends so it's not really a huge change. My mom has cancer :( I might give her my liver (just part of it don't worry). Oh and I'm switching schools! My old college wasn't bad but it was really really art focused and I've learned my passion is really writing I think. My new school is really really cool and has a fantastic writing program and I'm super excited to go. It's pretty close so I won't have to lose my old friends or anything and I'll be close to Will (thank god). I don't use a wheelchair anymore. It's a super long story but basically I got better lol. They didn't think I would but I did!
Also I got to meet and take a pic with Mads Mikkelsen and Hugh Dancy!!! OMG!!!
I'm planning to get a pre-law minor alongside my writing major and maybe like go to law school instead of getting a masters but like...........can you imagine me being your lawyer?????? POV your lawyer is some fucking insane Tumblr user. Wtf. RIP to my clients!!!
Anyway I'm going to work on my profile a little. I still LOVEEE Hannibal obviously but I've been obsessed with Star Trek TOS for a little while so I think I'm gonna redesign my profile around that rn!
Song: Girl With One Eye by Florence and the Machine
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Ainsley
I know this is from like, a bit over a month ago, but I also recently came back!! Vent is, in all honesty, still Vent itself, but they're laying down some new rules. I'm staying there, personally, it's a lot more comfortable to talk about some things and a lot easier for me to "connect" in some ways, but... SpaceHey is like a very strange home to me, and I missed it a lot, too.
I don't know if it's rude of me to say, and I'm so sorry if this is crossing any lines, but. I'm proud of you for all of your growth over the years, and I'm proud of you for making decisions that are better for you (like staying off of that app). It's so fucking cool that you got to take a picture with Mads Mikkelson, and admittedly, I don't recognize the other guy's name, but that's so cool and fun!!! I hope you can cherish the photo always. And!!! A pre-law minor, how incredible!!! I hope you can go through the process smoothly--and I hope they're not too hard on you with your writing major--if you do proceed with a law masters, I hope you pass the test with flying colors, as well!!!