BIG ENERGY (words of encouragement to myself)

Whatssss uppp bloggggg!

IDK what shift has happened in me lately, but its like all of a sudden I am very okay with where I am. Like, I have aspirations and goals to move out and get my own place and i'll be graduating in a year, the beginning of my future is just around the corner! I realized I can use this year to get all my stuff together to become completely independent and have my era where it's just me, myself, and I. I am on no one's time line but my own; I'm not sure what age I'll be ready for marriage and kids and all that stuff but all I know is that right now I need to focus on ME. No more comparing! I'm stress free and worry free. The only things I have to focus on is finishing school and starting my career. I feel like becoming your own person and learning how to take care of yourself is a huge part of maturing and growing. No matter where I'm going or who I'm with, I will always be able to pull from the strength and memories of being that BITCHH LMAO. That being said, no man, friend, family member, or any one else can stand in my way of finding peace and being able to soak in the experience of just being me. 

Just thinking and planning for the moment when I'm finally on my own and can decorate my cute little apartment excites me so much! I have given myself a new goal to work towards. I don't wanna sit around and feel like I can't take charge of my own life because I CAN. I cannot wait to document my journey on becoming the adult version of myself and learning every part of me. Accomplishing these things now will help me to make choices like getting married and starting a family one day because I would have had my time to evolve and set up a foundation to build off of. And hopefully my boyfriend and I are still together by this time and it will make it that much clearer on deciding to spend the rest of my life with him. I'm not the kind of person who can just rush into things. I was feeling so much pressure like by now I should be wanting to move in with him or something but who said I have to do that?????? NOBODY. we can still have a relationship while I get myself together and he does the same for himself and then when we get to the point where we feel like settling down and our pathways line up THEN we can move on to the next step. 

I'm in the driver's seat of my life and im finnnnnna drive it babyy!!!