dad

6/24/24

my dad is ALWAYS mad at me. i feel like i always have to hide from him in his own house. he's so angry and tired all of the time. he never hits me, im not scared of him doing anything violent. none of my family ever really supports him except me. my family is always arguing with him, but i always try to understand him. i think because of that, i am vulnerable to him. he knows i cant talk back. he knows i have no right to anything in his house. everything is his, and all of mine belongs to him. i owe him everything and it's killing me trying to pay it all back to him. sometimes i feel like he saves all his frustration against my family and takes it out all on me. when he looks at me i KNOW what he's thinking. he see's how much of a disappointing failure i am. dad, i agree with you, and im sorry for everything. i will always be there for you, so please dont leave me