this is just sad :c

I seriously hate living in a small town because there are basically NO alternative people here >:C and there are some here but they are 99% of the time either racist or creepos...I need to get out of here or else my brain will EXPLODE!1!11!!! I try to become friends with non-alt people but they all end up becoming bullies or just talk behind my back... gonna have an aneurysm istg >:^