Is this just me?

heyaa, uhh…is anyone else a friend like this? i hope it’s not just me. it makes me feel like i’m a bad friend. so, i love my friends so much but sometimes they ask me if i want to play a game with them and i usually don’t feel like playing a game, so i always try to find an answer but they might not believe me so i just accept and play with them but then i feel so tired. if madness wasn’t a thing, i’s comfortably tell my friends that i don’t really want to play a game with them without hesitation. but if i tell them i don’t want to play a game, they will get mad at me, i have that feeling inside me. folks, what can i do about this should i just keep accepting and play with them being tired, or…try to feel confident? :[[