body image

it's so annoying being on the curvier/plus-sized side and trying to dress alternative. i planned todays outfit out last night and was so excited to wear it, but when I put it on it just looked awful on me. i intentionally bought the clothes like, a size down from what I usually get cuz I wanted it 2 be more form fitting, but it just isn't flattering. even when I threw my waist trainer into the mix it looks fucking terrible. im trying to love my body but i literally feel so insecure and it sucks