MASSIVE NEWS!!!

HIII;

i went inactive for a lot of months because my first account got banned :( BUT i have some good news!!

firstly, i finished middle school some days ago !! i'm so happy!

2nd i've got 3 new friends and they are awesome! one of them it's a little bit boring but that's ok. i've "broken" with my school friends and i'm cool with it because they we're toxic.

3rd I HAVE A BF!!! i've never met him because he's an online bf but i will in August. We aren't in a relationship but we always say "i love you" and some other cute stuff and we like eachother but we'll be in a relationship when we will meet. i loooooooooooooooooove him!!!!!!!!!!! he is so handsome i can't wait to kiss him!!! that will be my first kiss you know?? He is not that far, it takes 3 hours to arrive with a train and , yes, it's far but not THAT far. he is a metalhead, he has long curly dark brown hair, he has glasses, he has tatooed on his left arm the symbol of linkin park, his favourite band . He loves black metal, cats , drums (he plays drums !!), guitars, nature and paganism(he is a satanist). i hope he loves me too. he says that a lot of times but i don't really trust him, yk, he is perfect, he is the boy that i searched for all this time and i finally found him but i'm too ugly for him. There are a lot of other cooler and prettier girl than me so why did he chose me? i'm also too paranoid and i'm borderline. I hope we will last forever. i really hope that he really loves me like i love him. i hope that he will not cheat but he will do or is doing it, i can't say anything because i'm ugly asf and i'm so boring. I would only probably watch him being happy with his new prettier girl.