idk much, but ik hating your body everyday gets rather tiring. :3

Warning, this talks abt self hate.

literally js danced until i could hardly feel my limbs or entire body for that matter. only stopped because i ran out of dances to do even after repeating some. now that i’m finally sitting down i can feel how sore my whole body is. even now writing i’m looking down at my stomach and literally hate my body. i’d do damn near anything to be shaped the way i want to and have the anatomy of a biological dude instead of this bullshit that ‘god’ gave me. i’m not overweight rlly but i’m not as slim as i wanna be and clothes don’t fit the way i want them to oh and i have a woman’s anatomy so that’s fun.

i’m water fasting, dancing, exercising a bit and even doing lymphatic drainage so hopefully i look better at least in two weeks. i’m honestly js so sick of hating what i see when i look in the mirror, hopefully i reach the void state soon and can manifest my life. also, dancing on an empty stomach not the best feeling but i got this! (i broke my fast and ate cake but it’s okay bc that’s all i ate.)

 to anyone else who’s tryna lose weight, you got this!

i’m gonna write now as my body recovers. (i’m gonna feel like shit in the morning.)