unrequited love (a poem)

I never even told him I liked him, and the truth is I don't like him the slightest bit. I love him. I love him with all my heart, with every aching bone in my body, I love him with the entirety of my soul. I love him so much is makes me sad, because I can't stand the thought of being without him. I can't bear to lose him because I would be losing apart of myself, and I guarantee you that I would forever feel like something was missing. that's the thing about love that's do confusing, most people assume if your in love your happy but love makes me want to cry, I love him so much it makes me want to die. he barley even knows me but I know him,  I know him like I know the stars in the sky. he is my everything and I just wonder if he'll ever be mine. I don't want to live a day where I can't see his face, I don't want to live a life where I would feel out of place. a place where there is no purpose, a place without him. I love him like it's breathing, without a single thought because he makes up my entire mind. I love him more than I love myself, I love him more than I love anyone else. I can't picture myself with a future if it doesn't have him in it. I can't remember what life was like before I loved him but looking back it all seemed so bland, I still remember that day in 6th grade and he held my hand. because when I fell in love with him I was reborn, I felt alive for the first time. he brought me back to life. It may sound so cliche, but I don't doubt he is the love of my life. it may sound out of a movie or a romance novel but it's not the full story - it's only the truth. Im a hopeless romantic, apart of a one-sided love story. a story that never ends. we were never even friends, but I've never loved anyone the same. I have a flame inside me, my mind is full of desire and my heart is on fire.