life now v2

well, since my last post, a bit has changed. I've been 18 for a while and im now single out of a almost 2 year relationship (since about 2 days ago?), i still have some of my closest friends, ron and cody, in my life. But both of them are going into the military. Im happy for them, and i know they'll do well in life, but i dont know about myself. My plan so far is to go to college for information systems and get some sort of job working on software or IT, but i want to write on the side. I've been writing a couple novels for a while now, creating their worlds and people, but i struggle to set everything up and truly finish it without feeling like its not good enough. But personally

To be honest, i love working with computers, and it'll pay well, but i want to be a marine biologist. But am i smart enough for that? Will i be able to dedicate my life to that? Around where i live, it doesn't pay nearly as much as my current plan either, and i believe it'll all work out to be fine.

The next time i update here, i'll hopefully be down some pounds too, since i've been working on that. I'ts been going really well, not too hard since i stopped drinking soda almost 2 years ago and all i drink is water and tea, along with my enjoyment from cooking, i typically make some snacks for myself to stay under my calorie count and workout through the day.

I'll see you all. I hope you fare well in life and feel fulfilled to your standards.
 
                                                                                                          -Hayden