The Sun despises me...

Whenever it's sunny, bright and extremely hot, I feel completely drained of my energy. It's so torturous I can't live normally during such days. I dim my room, but it doesn't help much. I go under my table sometimes which relaxes me a little, but I wish I could go into a small confined space. I'm not trying to be goth, I mean I guess that's a thing in it, I'm not even really a part of that subculture (though I like a lot of the music, the aesthetic and other things related to it). Just annoying sensory issues... I don't know what to do about this, I guess I'll just keep suffering and pretending to be a vampire or something.

...Can anyone relate?