Random Stuff

i have interests i think, but i dont know what they are exactly. i dont think im THAT fun to be around, and maybe i bring out the worst in some people. i dont try to, infact, i try to make them laugh. maybe i was being PRETTYYY dramatic with that other sentence, but i cant help but think that way. 

Hater???

idk why but ive recently been hating A LOTTTT of things. a lot of people, even. like, i get that it doesnt affect me and that i shouldnt care, but i cant help but hate it despite that. like, i hate *certain* neopronouns. not even certain, i think a majority of them. people dont ACTUALLY use neopronouns irl, and i cant imagine that ppl use them irl. how can someone truly believe im going to remember xe/xers as a pronoun? why cant everything just be simple? and also with labels. me and my friend were talking abt this a few days ago, and we both ended up wondering why some ppl need a label for every little thing. "this means that i only have romantic attraction to people i know personally!" yea, no shit? unless youre just dating whoever u meet for 2 hours, then yea i would expect u date ppl that u know personally. i also hate british ppl. and im not being funny abt it. if we're talking from an online perspective, then OMG thats where i hate them the most. but if we talkin irl, then omg.. theyre just rude, at least from the ones ive met. all they said is shit talk america, and this one dude was talking abt my eating habits. maybe thats just me, and maybe theyre REALLY cool ppl, but for me, finding a cool british person is like shoving my hand up my ass and expecting my hand isnt covered in shit. maybe one time, just once, my hand will not be covered in shit, and ill actually meet a cool british person. but until then, ill believe what i wanna believe. i also hate tiktok activistis. btw let me be clear that when i say this, i only mean the ppl who are like "post this sound or youre supporing ____!" "like this post to spread the word!(and then its just them with minimal info in the text and theyre lowkey doing a thristrap)" LIKE OMGGGG theres other ways to actually help smth 😭🙏 and its so obvious theyre only getting their info from tiktok bc they all say the same stuff, and its like how abt give me diff info?? 🤧 i also hate ppl who are like "they could never make hate you ____" like wow youre so easily influenced that even if they did smth horrible u wont hate them all bc theyre a influencer that lowkey encourages ed behaviour?? theyre so stupid, i really hate them. i also hate when ppl try to get u to change ur opinion when its something NOT EVEN IMPORTANT. this isnt a real example, its just made up but should be seen as a little example. so lets say u have apple juice. i love apple juice. i think that its very good. and lets say someone else love orange juice, but HATES apple juice. which is ok. but now the internet has everyone thinking its ok to be a huge ball of hatred and a big asshole, and just get mad that someone has a SLIGHTLY different interest/opinion. WHY??? its actually so stupid i dont get it. why has the internet made it so normal to be the biggest asshole? now u may think "woww neviwell youre also an asshole" which may be true, but i dont just be a total asshole without a reason. a lot of ppl dont even have a real reason. whenever im "rude" its because i can justify why im acting like that. its hard to explain over text, but just know im right 👍.

I Have More to Say

i have more to say, but idk ill type up another blog later. im only 15 so maybe yall can explain some things to me. i just wanna be a better person, so idk, teach me something. even if i disagree, im always ready to understand a different viewpoint.