Today, I went out to a butchery. It was nice, the weather was nice.
when I got home, I was in the bath, I felt the bath salts reacting to the fresh slits on my thigh. It stung, and it hurt. apart from me though, I thought it felt nice.
tomorrow, I'm going to a lake with my friends, I'm excited.
Today, I was thinking, I miss him. not my ex, my old boy bestfriend. we were both happy when we actually got along. he was sweet, nice, and would comfort me, even if I was such a bitch to him.
My mom saw the self-harm on my thigh, and was so concerned. "you said you would stop!" was all I heard. I feel bad.
That's it, thanks for reading.
I dunno if I'll check in tomorrow.
-ellie, 9:52 PM 6/21/24.
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Archer27
Stop cutting yourself for attention kiddo, you're embarrassing yourself. Go for a walk, eat some breakfast, and enjoy your life while it's young.