My only constant is being inconsistent
Sometimes feeling like I’m nonexistent
I’m fine one minute, then the next I’m shattered
There’s a pain in my chest: I’ve been daggered
When you ask me how I’m feeling, I’m not always sure
Sometimes I say nothing so you don’t think I’m absurd
If you could read my mind, you’d be confused too
Or maybe you’d understand the hell I’ve been through
I’m trapped in between a smile and a frown
It’s hard for me to tell if I’m up or if I’m down
I never really know the right words to explain
So I think I’ll stay quiet so you don’t think I’m insane
Then again, I’m not sure I’m quite right either
“These meds,” they say, “are meant to be a teether”
I see the world a little bit different
I can’t always help if I’m a somewhat belligerent
My mind is full of exigent demons
They take over my body and I try to defeat them
They’re not always roaring, but they never really leave
Quieting themselves down in order to deceive
Nothing’s ever exactly how it seems
Pay attention to the quiet screams
Comments
Displaying 0 of 0 comments ( View all | Add Comment )