The Biggest Hater Of Today

There are few people as hateful as yours truly. I just do it in a way that most people don't really read as being spiteful or mean because of how I poise myself. Using the biggest hater of the hour, Kendrick Lamar Duckworth, as a frame of reference, I like to believe there are four key types of hater.

1. EUPHORIA 
   This is what most people consider 'hate' when they think of hate and it's the most common type of hater you'll see. It's that volatile anger -- dunking on people whenever opportune by any means necessary. 
2. MEET THE GRAHAMS
   This one's also pretty common surprisingly and these two are often considered a binary by those who don't bother considering less relevant kinds of hate. It's that slow burning hate, a lot more passive but the long, drawn-out disdain for someone can often have the greatest effects on someone in the long-term. 
3. NOT LIKE US
   I'm not even gonna lie. This one's just bullying LOL but there are instances where it works, such as having a moral victory against someone where the person you hate is so awful it is worth cliquing up with others to talk a lame motherfucker down
4. 6:16 IN LA
   This one's a weird one and the type of hater I and only a couple other people I know find themselves in. You can hate them to the ends of the Earth but still pray they get better, I can only describe it as an oddly constructive type of hater where you hate them because you see some part of themselves in you and want them to grow instead of devolving, as they tend to do.

Lemme run it back to the opening statement: I am a hateful motherfucker. All around me are stupid morons that can't take care of themselves despite being grown adults older than yours truly. I despise them all beyond words, at best I'll work with them and watch them flop around, shit themselves and fail at everything they do because they can't do something as simple as take advice from someone who has been in their shoes. Time and time again I see someone whose eyes bare a reflection of a younger man with my namesake and stature, someone who could be great and has the potential to be great. Hell, I think everyone has potential to be truly great! So many people around me, AKA a lot of you guys reading, have so much talent and potential and I believe that they'll live up to that potential. Not everyone is like that, though. Ego, stupidity, and delusions of grandeur -- all of these things come together to piss on my prayers and take people down every path I had hoped for them not to go down. I used to be in other mod development teams for this game I mod for and the amount of unrealistic delusion that takes place is appalling to someone like me. 

The truth is that I must hate because nobody wants to earn adoration. They all want my spot as the most popular and down-to-earth modder in the scene while still scorning the notion of working with and taking advice from me because of the PTSD-induced notion that my reputation was not earned and that advice from someone who made it "doesn't matter" or is too upsetting for their tastes. It is as though they long for snow from the mountain-top but choose to fry in the sebum of their prideful and ever-so-thin skin than take the ski lift to salvation. Those I try to inspire fear the notion of taking advice from "the enemy", my prayers enter their minds in the form of horns that'd signal their descent into hell if they dared to listen.

"All I've seen from [X] and [Y] is resentment, a false sense of superiority, stubbornness, and just a total absence of passion and motivation to do anything, as they place their expectations too strayed from reality for what they're willing to do. It's really sad that that's the state of the devteam I was a part of: in a different era, we used to play all the time, talk with and listen to people about ideas, and enjoy that we were doing things. I can forgive a lack of time or a loss of good vibes from IRL stuff to do things, but I can't excuse arrogant spite and pearl clutching."

-Anonymous, regarding how fellow modders see my success.

I do not like having to make enemies or hate people, I want everyone around me to prosper, but if I have to drop the amicability and collaborations to teach a bunch of lost souls a lesson, then who am I if I don't go to war?