◠◠◠◠◠◠◠◠◠◠◠◠◠◠◠◠◠◠◠◠◠◠

greetings from k★ma~

◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡◡

꒰ returning as choco girl....꒱ྀི

summer is keeping me at home BUT june was filled with a lot of visual treats for me (*°ｰ°) for some reason it hasn't felt like summer to me cause i've been cooped up in my room playing DigitalGirl (also indulging rereading my past fav media)

summer with all my girls post-grad (but me) equals the ultimate slow summer in existence since there's no need to jam pack literally everything into two months ( ⓛ ω ⓛ *)

file_1

armageddon..

1. (new) armageddon

2. (▼1) savage

3. (▼1) hot mess

freaked out when they released this cause savage was my fav concept (visually) but this is my newest favorite concept like ever i think ugh best aespa mv up to date (^人<)〜☆ i feel like nothing can ever beat this for me cos iDoNotPlay about cyber sigilism graphics...

(=①ω①=)

kijul..!!!!!!!!!!!!

a bit like this...

every designer who worked on the mv popped up on my explore page with snippets and unused work i wish i was that unhinged at 3d graphics but still in awe @how many people SM got to commission for a clip ( ° ∀ ° ) they did not skimp out

if only this was a poster...（ ꐦ𝅒_𝅒)

SM has been on top of merch design LIKE.i completely stopped buying albums in 2021 but their recent work is making me budge (incl. key&nctWish) (」°ロ°)」

file_4

𓊆 𝒮houjo concept 𓊇

recently scoped for a camcorder and bought my sony handycam on impulse due to the cycle of me putting a listing in my cart then being sold the next day when i go back to check. are these people having the same idea as me right now

heisei + japanese cafe hybrid

originally wanted a ohshc theme for the school setting but i figured it might be too high tension for a heisei video...immediately switched to a afterschool in a shoujo manga vibe so i took some inspo from these pics (。･ω･｡)ﾉ~

*old pic but pretend it's recent

after seeing this in my room i scraped most of my old drafts and went all in on this specific feel

now that i look at it more it's more like an extravagant host club led sign

setting the scene~(つ≧▽≦)つ

some other materials i made but i got frustrated masking out the white background to this gif cause it looks funky when i change the threshold so it's a still image in the official video (-ω-、)ha...

 (click on new☆)

i still hope you can check it out (if interested^^)

*it was genuinely embarrassing filming the in/outro so i've only stomached this video once (i can not stand watching myself for some reason)(but i❤︎editing)..any mistakes i've made with the captions are gone with the wind cause i'm not revisiting

file_5

erm

forum: am i getting old

i'm starting to realize whenever i go out for milk tea

i keep lowering the amount of sugar//Σ(￣。￣ﾉ)

i used to get full sweet as a teen but as i've gotten older i can't stomach drinks over 50 sweet these days...this is peculiar to me cause i know each shop is different but 75percent sweet is my safe zone but it's changed all the sudden (i always get full ice too)

not particularly sad but wondering if this happens when u reach 22

ああ...

i remember when i was 21...(3 months ago)

file_6

still coming up with a solid idea for my next video

but i'll show you what i'm currently thinking of for decoden content...

recently learned abt 비비빅

more particular about the layout but i also like the pixel graphics

yumeiro patissiere

the interface for the ds game isn't really my style...liking the idea of taking this decoden shit serious as hell though (with the pastry chef hat/uniform for the bit lolol)

cooking mama: sweets shop

the setting (lace doilies& pink patterned fabric) and plating is my fav...

はあ...

game inspired videos are always hard to do

...this is going to be insanely frustrating

file_7

bored..

i've been on a buying ban so i've been buying in small increments (  ￣﹏￣ ) it's tearing me apart (kind of) but it's good to practice healthy spending habits^^..?

i hope i'll be able to use these for garakei deco...

needed an iphone4 case that's normal

my other cases are cute but clunky it's a pain using the buttons (￢_￢;).

heisei stationery...❤︎

& some clothes from snug..

file_13

‧₊˚♪𝄞࿐₊˚⊹𝄞𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ 𓈈⭒♬ ﾟ.

　　∧、＿∧  

`Σ. ( ;゜┌┐゜)

　/し└┘J 

woah...し——J  

bbb>gag

♪L(´▽｀L )♪ a little..

*not pitting two queens against eo

file_14

ZzzZ

i think i'm living up to my (rilak)kuma title right now cause all i've been doing is relaxing

apart from upcoming summer courses and the original bucketlist,

i've compiled a mini list of things i'm currently/planning to read reread or watch

① 『the scent of you』

*currently rereading

seriously on the list of fav romcom manhwa...fans of my love mix-up or kisses x kiss x kisses this BL is the final boss please give it a read for me (if you haven't seen it's in my spacehey section in books that's how uKnow i don't play...)

② 『hibi chouchou』

*planning to reread

this is my kimi ni todoke i've reread this almost 10 times in the span of 10 years (i jump for joy whenever suu morishita posts new hibi chouchou art every few years)..i'm also attached by the hip due to nostalgia since the characters kinda lack depth (¯ . ¯;)(¯ . ¯;)(¯ . ¯;)

③ 『blue lock: episode nagi』

*planning to watch

my friend nagi...

④ 『haikyuu!! the dumpster battle』

*planning to watch

the origin of my public online presence [shudders] if u've been there since my haikyuu content please raise a toast. i don't think i could've made it to where i am (digitally) without these guys

　　＼＼Yeah!／／

　  ∧＿ﾍ　   ﾍ＿∧

　（／ω･)人(･ω＼ )

　／`　／　  ＼　`＼

me&Kuroo reunion soon

⑤ 『choking on love』

*planning to read

i heard the fl is a graphic design major (which is funny cos the ml in the other mangaka's work is a graphic designer) so that's twin （〜^∇^)〜〜（^∇^〜 )WORD! personally did not like the huge ass age gap in op's old work (never read) so this is more refreshing for me

watched windstruck recently too!

file_15

 inspired by muung~~~^^❤︎

also made a online banner to slowly revamp my page again but i think this is too dark so i'll make a pink version to see...[^._.^]

file_16

in the meantime,

i made a summer wishlist of things i've been eyeing~

been looking for a silver or pink camera and this canon x samantha thavasa digicam is almost a hybrid since it's such a light shade (MyStyle~★)

q-pot keychains...

not sure if i should slowly collect every docomo x q-pot piece but this is the next one i want to get....(if only i find one for the price i got my current one which was 40USD)

this specific swimmer bag is a literal enigma but Trust it will be dealt with....

file_17

dabbling in diff styles are not for the weak....

i like the chocogirl look but i feel so awkward cause

① hard for me to wear lots of accessories (hairclips, earmuffs, etc.)

② in some cases i think it's more cutesy than my usual pink outfits

③ too many styles i'm into = maybe i'm a bit of everything (identity crisis)

but i'm happy i got some clothes to try it out :3

clothes from snug arrived❤︎

loving this choco patchwork scarf (=´∇｀=)

(⌯’ᢍ’⌯ ^)∫

file_18

the way everyone is hitting up jpn this summer so this is me hanging out with my friend and her cat before she leaves (holding her at g*npoint so she finds me a digicam and chrome hearts jewelry at a good price)!!!(ⓛ ω ⓛ )∫

file_19

aside from my latest chobani flip obsession,

june passed by extremely slow (｡>﹏<｡)

k★ma OUT!

blog entries are getting more bland but i hope i made up for this by sharing abt random things~@@also by being more active on my other socials ( ° ∀ ° ) hoping this july will give off more of a summer vibe

see you at the end of 7月~