Update

School is about to end aswell as my days in middle school. I am actually glad that it is despite the fact that we are all going our own seperate ways. It feels quite sad that these are our last two days together in one class, but also I can't wait to see where my wings take me after the cage is opened, after i leave middle school and everything that happened there to rot. It wasnt that bad lets say, tho there are these two girls who are rude to me since 5th grade. I'm going to miss my best friend aswell as my sister, both younger than me. I am going to miss the guys I play Minecraft with at times, we probably will still play together but it wont be like it is now. That feeling after having a great session and coming to school just to talk about it, having a whole jury because somebody was using cheats or stole a lot of things, pranking eachother..

Considering I plan to go to tech school, i might meet some of them, or find some new friends and maybe actually a friend thats a girl but isn't a total bitch. I believe there is a person there somewhere with who i can bond. Maybe i will meet a lover, a guy who would watch the river flow together with me or watch the stars shimmer in the deep dark ocean up above. Guess I wont know till i get there.

I started getting back into rock and pop-punk music. I really enjoying Green Day nowdays!

Hoping that I get to go to my aunt's next week. She lives on a farm and i LOVE doing farm chores. Its kind of a new type of feeling i get, it doesent feel like chores at all it just feels fun and fufilling. New things exite me a lot.

I think this is it, i need to finnish chemistry homework so i can pass with a 5(best grade i can get) @ the end of the year.