i fucking have to start treating my eyes right

I THINK MY EYES MIGHT HAVE A NEARSIGHTEDNESS. i cant read a far letter like usual, it was all blurry and confusing istg. MY PARENTS WILL BE MAD IF THEY FIND OUT.. i fucking hate to wear eyeglasses.. but not really, i love to wear eyeglasses, but i hate wearing eyeglasses because i never wear it for a very long time ( i always borrowing my friends eyeglasses that have the confusing effect on me )