Life and Living

WOO blog update! Got not so new updates just general life things.

Would you believe me if I told you I wasn't excited about the full moon this Friday? WELL, YOU SHOULDN"T BECAUSE I AM SO HYPED!!! I'm going to make a post and everything for it day of I don't know what I'm going to do for the whole day before the moon rises!!!

Besides that, I have been suffering from anxiety over schoolwork. I have always struggled with digging my heels in and panicking when it comes to school but I get the work done. I am starting to think that it is probably a bad coping mechanism to wait until I have so much stress over something to get things done last minute but that is neither here nor there.

Is it too late to drop out of college? [Yes]

I have been doing a new thing with my hair recently though! I have been wearing pillow curlers to sleep and the first time I did my pack elder looked at me like I ate her cat. She then told me that I looked like her when she was younger and yeah I can see it. She used to get picked on for her curly hair so I sort of have been keeping up with the curls because I want to reclaim it for her. I mean at first she was maybe bitter and angry I would do this to my hair seeing as my hair is wavy and similar to my dad's.

So besides school and dialysis training kicking my ass my sleep problems are also hindering my abilities, AND on top of that my epic and incredible loneliness from not being able to interact with my friends regularly. I think I only interact with people through tiktoks and a rogue message here and there. The only friend I have had any contact with is my Warlock friend because they let me watch whatever they're streaming in discord and crash for the night. I DON'T EVEN TALK TO THEM THAT MUCH BECAUSE I'M DEAD ON MY FEET!!! I feel so bad but quality time is a big way I feel love and care so just that makes things better but I still miss my other friends.

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Life and Living

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