june 18 !

hellooo i'm currently on my best friends moms couch :p cat sitting and kinda nauseous... i feel like i overate SOOO much today... i mean i didn't really i just had bread in my lunch and had a lot of a salad right now but god i'm stuffed!!!!!!

feels stupid but i'm kinda really bummed i messaged sabs imy yesterday or the day before idr... and she replied in the gc but not to me... jskfdhbkgdjhfdgf i know im stupid sensitive but im just constantly anxious over my friends all randomly hating me and blocking me after everything thats happened... and idk like i thought her and i were good friends :( like i didnt think we were the bestest friends in the whole world or anything like that but idk we talked pretty frequently and about personal stuff sometimes. but i guess not since she would make it really clear that she was like ashamed or embarrassed of the fact that we talked idk. it was hurtful but ahh idk. i thought we were kinda close

aside from that idk. work said no more uniforms so now i have to plan and care about my outfits unfortunately

i dont have much else to say im just sad