My mom..

Tw: vent, death, 

So my mom died.. 

Like no joke. My mom died on sunday

Like the day before she took some pills because of her ex boyfriend (not more than she usually would) and then she fell asleep and we couldnt wake her up. 

And the next day she was still laying in the same position but she wasn't snoring and she wasn't breathing... 

At first I panicked then I thought it was a nightmare and it kept switching from those two things

And after like 5 hours of this, her friend FINALLY came after I waited for her like 3 hours and she called the police..

But I more feel bad for her, my dad, and my grandma.. But especially my dad since he NEVER cries, not even at his sisters death, but he cried a little and I'm so so so sorry

I'm also not going to school this week so there's at least one good thing about this lol

Oh also my grandma went to ikea with me and I got the iconic shark (blahaj) and alien plush!! Their adorable!! 

By the way I'm probably gonna take a break so byeee