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(Rant) The Gore Problem.

You guys weren't kidding about the gore problem. I really love this website already as typing the way I usually do (W4ssup br0) is very comforting. Times are very tough for me, its very hard for me to get out of my little shell and talk like this to even my friends,, however the gore has almost constantly been showing up. If I do as much as just open the website, gore. Open a popular profile? Gore in friends. Look at peoples blogs? Talking about the gore problem too (not a bad thing, im glad you guys are 1 speaking your mind and 2 trying to get them so fix that problem.). Its incredibly triggering not only because of it being gore itself, but huge personal reasons I'm not gonna open up abt here. I am 15 years old and autistic and a LOT of the people I have seen here happen to be 13 or slightly older. Most of us are minors and as we are young our minds are not fully developed. Not only can gore affect the mind of a child, it can destroy it. People who post gore on websites full of kids are the equivelant of predators on websites. The moderation here needs to get better. Ive seen 2 profiles today and the second one I saw I saw after just opening the web earlier. I didnt even log in yet. Its triggering, its scary. 

As to how it has affected me, I almost threw up and every time I look at my body it all feels fake. My body doesnt feel like minds, I don't feel in control at all and I want to cry. Ive had such bad experiences with not only losing people but the last time Ive spoken to someone before I never saw them again was them sending me s/h pictures, people I knew made fun of me for my old habits, and Ive had so many scares of loved ones doing that. Theres more to all of those stories hence me not wanting to get into depth but anyways every single day I fear losing loved ones to stuff like that. To losing MYSELF to stuff like that. Posting pictures of that stuff does not make you cute or quirky, you remind everybody of what they lost, the times they were at their absolute worst, you make everything worst. 
I have many branches of trauma and seeing gore of. s/h (Both accs I have were that) just like. reminds me of them all. Get your head out of your ass. 

I d0n't l1ke h4vin 2 typ3 s3riousl7 but cm0Onnn <:,(


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