luci <3

i feel like im FAILING life. im losing memories of my dead ex. well idk if i can say shes dead since shes like, actually just dormant. but idk how DID works so those 2 could be the same thing!! I was just thinking like omg i wonder if her old account is still here cause sometimes i find people on here that remind me of her friends and i cant remember the old user she used to go by. something snake? i dont know. lobotomite or smth like that was her most recent before actually going dormant. shed probably kill me if she knew i was writing about her. I miss you luci. not even romantically i just wish we could be friends. i hope like one day i can show up to ur work place WITHOUT it being creepy yk since ur states away. by then youll be? in college or finishing it. i wonder if the other alters agreed to go with ur dream job, youd make an awesome mortician idk you just look right for that job. anywho sorry for talking so much guys i get emotional at night.