laced

got my bloodwork done at my usual therapy/psychologist place (its also an addiction treatment center) about a month ago. today was my follow up appointment bc she took me off my wellbutrin. she showed the bloodwork results on her giant monitor in front of my mom. i tested positive for thc (obviously I knew I was going to). but I also tested positive for ecstasy. i don't use fucking ecstasy.

 the last time I smoked was a week-ish ago. I scraped the inside of a cart I stole from my brother when he went off to basic training. i don't have any money and i don't have my own plug.

 the plug i was getting shit from was my crush's (c). c and her ex (s) broke up officially, too fucking bad s is a piece of shit and is best friends with their plug. the plug blocked c because s told him to, so now we both are forced to be sober.

idk where my brother got that cart from. he came back from basic a few days ago and still hasn't said anything. i don't think he knows I'm the one that took it. 

it was a 2g god's green crack in a yocan atomizer. fancy shit for a broke boy. maybe that's why the highs were so good though. 

i promise i don't do fucking ecstasy. i would if i got offered, but i don't have money, nor a plug. the only drugs I've ever done are carts, alc, homemade alc (hooch), nicotine, and expired hydrocodone. 

anywaysss my next appointment is in 2 months so if i were to smoke now, itd be out of my system by then.... time to smoke mostly metal and get cancer!!