Changed Again. That thing we call age is coming.

Change happens almost suddenly, it’s like a sleep you ease into.

One day, you’re betting a full stack on the craps table, the next, you’re all in on a game of poker.

Life is so different. We’re different, everyday. 

But me…Maybe it’s just me? 

I don’t talk to enough people. I wish that was different. But what I’m seeing I don’t like. People suck, they worship themselves, but, not themselves. They worship like little demons they made up to be themselves, and then they run with it.

They don’t let that inner tiger out, they let that, inner snake in and let it pull their strings like a marionette.

I’m sure a lot of you have no idea what the fuck I mean when I write that. 

I’m really talking from an elevated position of experience.

An experience I think not a lot of people would enjoy. But nonetheless here we are and I’m fucking living it.

People don’t know who they are. They go day by day and see this actor, and if they’re even more imaginative they see this character, and they say you know what I wanna be that for today. I wanna see what’s that’s like in my shoes. They put those shoes on a while and wear them. And if the shoes don’t fit, the feet start to cramp. 

Some people are lucky they get decent households and decent parents and mothers and father figures and coaches and friends and teammates and college applications and refunds. 

They get refunds. 

And they get paid interest on top of all those refunds put directly in their bank account. $300 a month for having their money in this specific bank. How cruel. The despair of tunnel vision. 

Some people get lifted up and made into gods. People who are shit their souls are shit. Their embrace of life is more or less valueless. They think they own everything and own people. Well not today scumbag. You don’t own shit. Your life could be gone tomorrow. So I borrow my reasoning from nieztsche (if that’s how you spell his dumb fucking name), and say that your soul purpose is to elevate the collective consciousness and experience of humanity into joy and love. Otherwise, what is the fucking point of a society? This shit will be looking like mad Max in a few years. Just give it some time capitalism. You’ll be there soon enough. 

It’s that elitism in capitalism, that’s so joyous, and yet so fucking ridiculous. It’s tunnel vision is too pampered and arrogant to see its own flaws. The rides too fast your kids are in the backseat, screaming to get out, but you just push that fucking pedal to the metal baby.. ride on.

Fuck it. 

Play the game. 

Be the bad guy. 

Be like Tony Montana. 

There ain’t nothing else to live for anyways. 

At least if you’re making some money and you know how to run operation and lead people, you can bring some joy to them someway, and deserve that money. And even though you’re playing the bad guy, you’re still making people happy and you’re still owning the game. 

These people, these feds…they don’t own shit. The Indians Should’ve taught them that.

But here we are, the clamps of tyranny is right around the corner. Thought control, AI prison wardens. They watch all of the prisoners, they see which ones are dealing drugs, mandatory vaccine time. We put a special drug in the prisoners meals that the AI had concocted. It’s like a poison, but it doesn’t actually hurt them. It just makes them completely harmless.

Harmless.

Harmless.

Harmless to society. No more warlords sitting on a pile of bones, playing with ripe virgin pussy like they were digging their fingers into a batch of freshly picked grapes.

No. 

No more of that. 

Prison time you motherfucker.

Time to take the dogs out. 

Go for your daily run. Have a high five with your neighbor friend.

Go out. 

Have a night on the town. 

Enjoy life. 

Have a few drinks. 

Kick back a little. 

Take your friends to the bar. 

Watch the game.

Eat some pussy and fried wings and put some nice Louisiana hot sauce on it. 

Whatever.

Whatever you want, baby.

America, the great.

England, the great

Rome, the great.

The great Caesar.

The great genghis khan.

The great Tyrannosaurus rex. oh how he eats those giant dinosaur babies, supple pickings for his big strong teeth. Chew em up real good. Gnash em down. Get those bones between yah teeth. 

Eat up.