got some news,ig?(school,life,music)

so i forgot ti talk u about my math exam,idk maybe i'll pass but if I pass it's because the teachers will want to give me a gift or smth. idk i guess 3/4 exams are finished but uh. btw i have a biggest news! today is my birthday! i just turned 14 :) . you know, I've always hated the concept of birthdays because in my opinion life is like a video game, the years are the levels, at each level survival becomes more complicated (I don't know if I've made the concept clear). but.. this year is different.. idk how to explain it but i feel lucky. and today im having a party with my friends i mean my FRIST birthday party with my true friends cuz yk... at each of my parties there were always my relatives, three friends and some of my classmates who I still hate. so im a lil nervous of my frist real birthday party. anyways i'll probably make a song to celebrate my b'day and its going to be a cover of Bailando by Paradiso and i'll post it on bandcamp (cuz soundcloud have copyright is literally annoyng) and its going to be a single i guess? btw I still don't know what to do with my edgy album ·_·