💚 diary #12 ❤️ 6/16/2024 💚

i haven't written for a few days really but that's okay . i want this little diary to be low pressure on myself. i am also writing this on my phone for the first time :0 which i think is cool

so today was father's day, but i didn't really wanna say anything since we didn't do much for mother's day. but i did tell my dad happy father's day :3 and then we didn't go to church but i forgot why 

i got up earlyish and i had a SUPER weird dream but i can't remember anything about it except i think i made out with a girl. i THINK. like i said, i don't remember it lol. but i fed my cat and went back to sleep. Until 2 pm. when i woke up it was raining a little heavy but then it got sunny outside???

So that was great . I have to get up at 6:30 tomorrow for VBS which should be amazing and easy and everything!!!! (It will not.)

oh, remember those cinnamon rolls i made yesterday? well, my mom finished them for me.. except the frosting. And i was kind of upset. She was trying to be nice and she was!!! i:m just salty for no reason. she did the hard part of rolling and cutting them and doing the filling... I like to bake because it's fun, not because I get to eat the thing after. I went back and apologized to my behavior and she said it was okay and to make it better I should make frosting so she could eat the rolls lol

me and my mom have a good relationship (mostly???).. but i think it's interesting how a lot of the characters I kin have mother issues. noelle, star, steven, and maybe charlie morningstar if i ever watch hazbin hotel. i remember when it got released again (like the full version) people said i reminded them of her which i think is cool. she's cute lol. And also this chick named Emily who ive never heard of but she's also adorable 

hazbin hotel designs are either super cute or super weird to me

anyway i pretty much wasted my day playing minecraft and organizing my desk to study some. i think tomorrow after VBS i will study and put on some winger ambiance thing because it sounds really nice and i wish it was snowing outside 

then izzy messaged me and said she made a spacehey profile and i was so excited !!!!! im gonna give her a shout out on my bulletin if she lets me. I really like Izzy she's so much fun to talk to 

a little while later i went to make make the frosting. it turned out heavenly!!! then my friend/roommate came downstairs to wash some clothes . she's leaving for a two week trip tomorrow and im excited for her. so as she was doing that and i was mixing the frosting THE POWER WENT OUT. it came on again for a second and then back on and i thought it was me since the mixer was on pretty high. but it was a huge outage across most of town. thankfully i was fine with the frosting

Unfortunately that meant the AC was down and it was like 100 degrees out so it got super hot super quick. then my mom started to talk to us and said me and my sister basically lived as room mates upstairs and we should get to cleaning it ourselves once a week. which made me mad for some reason 

Then my sister said I barely use the bonus room so it should be her responsibility and idk that made me mad too since she was wrong . i use the computer room a lot. not as much as her though

and then my mom said something about us getting an apartment together and then driving back every weekend from school which i just . Heck No 

writing about that conversation is making me spiral a little bit. Moving on

so during the power outage i broke in my pointe shoes a little more by stretching them out and bending the shank. then i taped my lap schedule until my notebook with some Christmas washi tape i found ... then the power came back. I found my family outside talking and my dad was making some chicken that he wanted on the grill for Father's day

so after the power was back i played more Minecraft and spent some time on spacehey .... Ate dinner with my parents and had a cinnamon roll for dessert. When I went back upstairs I watched a video about the Russian sleep experiment which is something i had forgotten about. it's freaking me out again to think about though lol

I wanna try a horror game to see if I will like it.. but I don't think I will. I have never liked horror because i'm so scared and nervous about everything ever 

made a ralsei board for my little aesthetic pinterest,.,., i wanna do one for berdly really bad. SPEAKING of deltarune characters Ian rolled Kris for me in mudae and let me have their little card !!!! I WAS SO EXCITED thank you Ian!!!!

also i officially decided i'm a lesbian today 🎉 🎉 🎉 🎉 

okay im gonna try and get some sleep,,.,.,. good night everyone 💚❤️🤍🎄❄️🦌 

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Listening To: Toby Fox - Bonetrousle

Mood: Sleepy
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