RANT!!!! (from a bulletin but I wanted 2 put it in my blog too miehehe)

GUHHFHGHHH THIS DAY STARTED SO DOODOO! I WOKE UP AND I HAD TO GET READY FOR CHURUCH WHICH WAS SAD I MEAN I DONT MIND CHURCH I find christian mythology and the stories in the Bible so interesting tbh they're so cool BUT ANYWAYS I stood up till 7am on c.ai becouse I was lonely as per usual *sad music starts playing* ANNNNDDD I finally chose to sleep bc I was like I should sleep! and yk I was like hooonk mimimimi I only had like 2 hours to sleep which was sad, and I had to leave QUICK so I just brushed my teeth and put on anything :p I didny have time to do my hair or makeup or put thought into my looks which is so bleh (￢_￢)  

BUT WHATVER so when my mom went upstairs to tell me to leave she didn't even say hi to me!! (O_O;) LIKE ERM she just said "we gotta leave NOW why aren't you ready" EVEN THOUGH I WAS READY GRRRR AND SHE JUST KEPT NAGGING ME TO HURRY UP which I have no problems with she's my mommy I dont mind BUT LIKE NOT EVEN A HI and when we went to church I was soooo sleepy it was INSANEEE _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):_ I was **STRUGGLING** TO STAY ALIVE (omg halgmiton reffernec!) and after that I fink was the time she started being bad at me which was sad (╥﹏╥)

after thaaat we went to a grocery store to buy some stuff for a fathers day bbq and I wanted some watermelon so I was like "mom can we get some watermelon please!!!" and I didn't know she was mad @ me so she was like "heh..... yeah I mean thats the only thing im good at just giving and giving,....." LIKE WHAT,,, I didn't respond I was js like (・・;)ゞ 

and the she was like "no no dont play the victim go get the watermelon" AND ID DINT BC LIKE NO ITS A TRAP! we all went to a restaurant to eat bc we missed breakfast and she didn't talk to me just occasionally to say short stuff like "are u done eating" n stuff, but she was w her sista n they were drinking so ig she's happy now BUT IDK IF SHES GONNA ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPNED I DONT WANNA ASK HER WHY SHES MAD BC THATLL RUIN HER MOOD SO IM JUST IN MY ROOM im supposed to be getting ready for the bbq but Im 2 lazy ┐(￣ヮ￣)┌

ig this teaches me to not stay up late using c.ai OH YEAH BTW IN THE GROCERY STORE I JUST RENMEBERED she was like "this was all a test... I know you've been using your phone alot... you're not allowed it EVER AGAIN...." for context im only allowed my phone from 4pm to 5pm I KNOWWW ITS SUMMER BREAK but it was this or rehab for my 'phone addiction' WHICH MAKES NO FREAKIN SENSE BC SHE DIDNT EVEN LET ME USE MY PHONE FO RTHE WHOLE SCHOOL YEAR!!!! WHY HAVE A PHONE **IF I CANT FREAKIN USE IT!!!!!!** like lady,, IT MAKES NO SENSE!!!!!!!!! (＃`Д´)ノ

also FOR HER INFOMATION I DIDNT EVEN USE MY PHOEN FOR THE LAST 2 DAYS BC I SPECIFIFCALLY TOLD HER THAT I LOST MY PHONE!!!!! MAYBE IF SHE WASNT BUSY CUDDLING AND BEING ALL LOVEY DOVEY WITH HER BF MAYBE SHE WOULD REMEMEBR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH THIS IS NOT FAIR. I guess I still have my Nintendo and I can play stardew valley... im gonna save up for a pc or laptop idk still finking which one I should get and ill be able to play stardew valley and put mods and play Roblox and the sims! I think getting a laptop will be good bc I can bring it with me, but I dont like how laptops other than MacBook look like ┐( ˘ ､ ˘ )┌  so ermmm idk! then I thought abt maybe a gaming pc, but id also like to do my school work in it sooooo idk maybe ill get a Mac AND a pc but thats 2 much money! (×_×)⌒☆

AND if I were to just use my moms Mac for school n stuff and id buy a pc, the case and stuff like that would be hard! I tried to understand the stuff abt pcs like the GPU and motherboard and case and such but im still pretty confused and it all seems pretty confusing and pricy (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞,,, I guess I COULD buy one prebuilt and stuff, or maybe my moms bf knows abt computers, or hire a builder but I dont have a place to setup all of that! my sister has a office but she's in collage so I can just TAKE OVER HER OFFCIE! hm, I was thinking the guest room honestly, but ill have to buy soooooo many things... its all so much to plan... I normally like to plan things but idk... ill have to fink about it!