Papa

Happy fathers day papa

I'll love you forever 

Im so sorry about what I've become and I'm sure you wouldn't be proud of the person that i am today but i love you so so so much

I'm so sorry for never visiting you in the hospital. I was too scared to see you in that state. I've spent a lot of days thinking about what i could've done to change your fate. I could've helped you faster when you got home. I could've prayed for you while you were in the hospital. I think, maybe if i visited you in the hospital you would've held on longer and survived for us. 

Im so sorry that in your last few months of living, your youngest daughter wasn't there to help you get better. I regret it everyday. 

I love you papa