i don't know

TLDR: i feel lonely in the Cry of Fear fanbase, boohoohoo

Cry of Fear fans are such a hit or miss, because they're either genuinely enthusiatic about the game, nihilistic assholes, or gore porn addicts—either way, i'm massively fucked and i hate it

i joined the community, just to share art, but i'm still very embarrassed about it, since i'm still just a "kid"

i don't know, maybe i'll feel better about it someday, but i just feel really lonely, i guess lol it's probably the autism

anyways, if any of you guys are Cry of Fear fans and aren't sexually aroused by cutting yourself while ranting about how nothing gets better, we should be friends! i mean, i'm a bit awkward at first, but i'm less reserved the more you get to know me lol

i know this is a site where sharing your feelings is supposed to be encouraged, but—i'm not going to lie—i feel like a massive loser right now, but i guess that's pretty normal considering this is one of the longest blogs i've written

like i said; maybe i'll feel better about it someday,,,