Throwing away my THC Carts !!! (Yippie)

I’ve been smoking these things for a little over a year now, and I don’t think I’ve ever really taken a week break or even a 3 day break in that time period. In the beginning I got so high I just wanted to lay in bed all day and skip class, which is what I did… I also quit my job. Year later, it’s pretty clear I’m not motivated to move forward in life nor have I been moving forward in life lol. Now that’s not only bc of THC, that’s also bc I have some misdemeanors that pop up on background checks so literally no one picks me over other applicants (I can’t get a fucking job). I’m going to get those removed by the end of this month though, so it’d be nice to have a clean background and be clean from THC. I might actually go to community college or just work full time at some retail store, then after that we’ll see.

Today though, I got really high, and I didn’t wanna DoorDash, play any video games, go outside, really do anything, just lay in my bed and feel my body sink. So it was clear that yeah, it’s about time to quit, especially when my tolerance is so fucked I haven’t really been getting that high in the first place.