A nightmare I had

Was having a mighty fine sleep last night, dreaming about a very hot guy, then BOOM

Dead mom

The moment I saw her I knew I was dreaming cause 1: BRO IS DEAD WHAT IS SHE DOING HERE?? 2: I have nightmares about her alot 

(This will be long)

But this one was way worse. I'm not gonna say everything. l and ran to my mother. I started sobbing and holding onto her for dear life cause I didn't want to lose her again. She shows me around her house and there are DEAD BODYS?? and I'm like chill Abt it and then she goes up this flight of stairs and i follow her but I get lost because the flight of stairs leads to the same floor. I go up another flight of stairs but they lead down?? I come to this random couple making out in the stairwell, which I ignore. I started yelling out for my mom cause I'll be damned if I lose her and the lady from the couple gets mad pissed and tell me to stop yelling for my mommy and go find her and i just burst into tears and i remember saying sm like "BUT I CAN'T FIND HER, SHES DEAD!! AND I JUST WANT TO WAKE UP FROM THIS STUPID DREAM" and this lady pulls out with a absolute banger that I remember word for word. "Maybe you cant wake up because your guilty. You said you can't find your mom, right? In the real world you lost someone you took for granted and never got to say sorry." And then I pick my jaw up from the floor and take off. I run around the stairs for a bit before I find my mom asleep on a couch but she won't wake up. Not dead, but asleep. I started holding onto her even though she cant hear me and just started apologizing and going on about how I wanted to say it to her face. When I'm finally done I walk over to a door, it leads to this weird black and white street with cut outs along it pointing in the same direction, like telling me where to go. I'm confused and glance back behind me and something just appears out of know where. And I bolt for it, following the cut outs cause I am not dying in some bitch ass nightmare. I'm guessing that something was my mom.

I'd be shocked if anyone read all of that

I just think my brain is trying to tell me something cause I'm pretty sure I hate her guts but then I dream about stuff like this