8 days

Day 1:

The first time I saw you, you had those shoes you love so much on with a full black outfit, not a color in sight but your Pikachu backpack. You looked so confused, you didn't know the airport, and you were exhausted from your flight and the stress and anxiety of meeting me. I was so relieved when I saw you, you saw me shaking. We were so happy we pretty much kissed right away, even with people looking at us, we didn't care. We were too happy and anxious to notice anyone else but who really mattered. For who we come long ways to see, for who we talked for hours on end without even noticing how fast the time passed by.

Running towards the car just to finally be alone. I really couldn't believe all of that was happening it was like I was high. So many emotions went everywhere once I was a little more comfortable I wasn't just happy with seeing you, I started craving your touch, more and more as time passed. I need to feel more and to express more. 

We were such a mess that night, it was so fun and exciting 

Day 2:

Waking up next to you a week ago sounded like a dream, a dream that came true that morning. It was the most comforting feeling in the world, I've never felt safer in someone's arm. Such a vulnerable state. Getting ready with you was so weirdly normal regardless of how new we were to each other's bodies. Once we were back in the car you held my hand all the way to our next destination. I remember you stole a little flower for me, you little thief. Walking together and seeing different sights, experiencing the same things at the same time was wonderful. Later going to a little Japanese restaurant so you could try your first bowl of ramen, which was our first ever date. I had a blast watching you struggle with the chopsticks for the first time as a little crow on top of the roof next to us observed us. We went to the mall after, where you bought me a manga from my favorite mangaka, you knew i wanted it really bad. Then a long drive came to us, and we got through it perfectly with you as my personal DJ. We ended up at my usual grocery store, the one you for some reason were so excited to go to, and somehow you managed to get lost when I took my eyes off of you for a second. 

That same night you met my mom, we were lucky she had a couple drinks with her friends before meeting you. She was all happy to see you and you didn't disappoint her. Everything went smoothly. Then it was time to sleep as I slowly started to feel sick. We finally got ready to sleep, you helped me so much I was so exhausted from the drive, and now starting to feel sick really killed me. I'm happy you were there to help me.

Day 3:

Oh no... whyyyyy guess who woke up sick. Not a lot of fun that day, unfortunately, all of our plans for that day weren't a thing anymore. I was too sick to enjoy anything but a lot of naps and your care. We started watching your favorite anime that night it was great, having you there to ask you questions about it and you were excited over my reaction to it. It was really fun. 

Day 4:

Still sick blehhhh, but you were always there to get me anything I needed. My mom was out working so it was just you and me that day. I was able to cook for you that morning, my favorite sandwich: eggs, ham, and cheese. You ended up finishing both of them i was too sick to eat all of it. My mom got dropped off by her boss, and she also came in with her husband, they were trying to make us come out and making fun of us it was so awkward I didn't want them to see me sick and I wasn't for the mood to talk or present you to them as I was all sick. I'm sorry. 

We went out with my mom later that day, everything was going great until you wanted to drink with her. It was like like another you, I wasn't ready for that at all, it felt too sudden while I was still sick, while I still needed your care. I was so mad at you I couldn't even look at you at how mad I was. You did try to make me happy looking for a place that had my favorite sandwich, but to no avail. It was a nice gesture tho, I was also happy you got along with my mom. At home, everything got worse. I don't remember how it even started but I wanted to go through your phone, but for some reason, you didn't want to. I was furious you saw it on my face and eyes, I wasn't playing anymore. You ended up giving it to me. Everything was good after, I'm sorry I blew up on you.

Day 5: 

I finally felt good enough to go out for longer and start planning the rest of our week. We went to the arcade and we had so much fun it was great. And trying to get those cards was somehow very entertaining. God, we spent so much time and money just to get those cards that were impossible to get. We had to leave because they were closing we were so upset we couldn't get them all. Maybe tomorrow. That night was a little messy too my grandma called me and you ended up getting mad at me for not telling her you were my boyfriend. Later that night we went for a late night drive. We came home so late my mom was so worried. Then the walk of shame awaited us.

Day 6: 

We had a lazy day, we didn't do much. I remember dropping off my mom at work then taking naps and finally getting up super late. Sickness fatigue maybe. I started getting ready to go to the Airbnb we rented for the next few nights. It took forever I didn't know what to take. Then we put all the stuff in the car and said goodbye to my apartment. Of course, we still wanted to see if we could get those cards. We finally did it was so exciting being able to get them. Then it was time to redeem our points for prizes, in the middle of deciding which prize to take I got a call from my grandma that ended up with us having an argument. We settled on 5 Pokemon plushies. You put them in the backseat of the car as if they were our little kids. We were so hungry by the end of it we ended up at McDonald's. Honestly, it was so tasty, but not that nasty lemonade I got.

On our way there you got a little sick, a little nauseous from your burger and that nasty white claw you wanted too bad to try. I'm glad you learned your lesson about drinking.

Finally, at the city, we hurried up to the theater to see if we had time for a movie. We watched "The Watchers" I remember you hiding from me when we went to the restrooms, I was so sad I thought you left me. While we were getting our food your mom called you, I got to talk to her and to our sister for a bit it was fun. Inside the theater you held me the whole time as we ate our popcorn and nachos, accompanied by some Icees. The movie was great, it started slow but then it got really interesting, it was a cool movie honestly. But I got a little scared in the middle of that, you held me tight when I jumped and tried to scare me once we were out of the theater. Then uh oh, we couldn't find the car, we went to pretty much all the floors of that building just to find it at Parking Lvl 0, it was so dumb. WHY lvl 0??? Oh well we headed to the Airbnb at that point we were too stressed out from not finding the car we ended up forgetting about the movie, I wasn't scared anymore. It was comforting having you by my side so late at night in the middle of the city, you always kept me protected. 

Day 7:

We woke up a little late but just in time to go to the zoo, it was so fun seeing different animals with you all of them got me so excited. Especially the bears, they really put up a show for us. You looked so happy watching them swim and trying to get fishies, you were so happy. But of course, there were some lazy animals that day, I'm sorry we couldn't really see the lions. But when we got to the giraffes your smile came back. By the end of our little zoo adventure, you wanted that hat that was on the other side of the zoo it was almost closing time, we really put up a run for that little hat you wanted so badly, it was worth the run you look really good with it. We were pretty much the last ones at the zoo just because of that, it was way more memorable just from that. Then we were starving so we went to a pizza parlor, and we had a little big discussion there, I think it was the first time we had an argument in public. It was interesting seeing you angry in public. The argument came all the way back with us to the little place we had for the night. You scared me that night I thought you hated my guts. It got better soon after. Once you realize it is time for the place you wanted to go since the beginning of this trip. Up high we went to that building, and the view was incredible I've never seen it at night. Even though we didn't spend a lot of time there we managed to have fun as we always do. We always make the best out of everything, don't we? On our way back to the car you protected me even though you were starting to feel sick, you never took your eyes off me, no matter the circumstances you always took care of me.

Then it was dinner time, I thought making you dinner would be just perfect, it was our last night together of course I had to. I had to show you I'm worth more than just as another girlfriend but as someone you'll have with for the rest of our lives. I had to prove to you I can be that for you. We went to the grocery store, one that we'd never even heard of, it was funny. We got our thing then we came back to our temporary home. 

I started cooking as I realized we were missing some ingredients, somehow I managed to make it work as you started watching a movie. I started to feel like a housewife at that point it was silly, I had to move our things off the couch and do our laundry i was stressing for no reason, you didn't care that it was messy but you didn't mind me obsessing over stuff that didn't matter but for some reason were bothering me, I wanted the place to look nice, even if it wasn't OUR place. Once we were eating everything felt better. I must've been really hungry from how fast it made me feel better. I was so happy you liked what I cooked. Chicken alfredo :)

That night ended up being rougher than we thought. Once we realized it was actually our last night sleeping together, our last moments were beginning to hit us. 

Day 8:

The last day of our trip. As per usual we didn't want to get up, cuddling was too comfortable to start moving. Waking up feels traumatic sometimes, having to leave the warmness and coziness of the bed and your arms wrapping around my body. Once we finally got up we were in a hurry to leave the place on the checkout time and get ready for our last day together (for now). We headed to this cute cat cafe I found. I've been to one myself some time ago, but never with anyone. And never with someone who didn't know how to pet a cat. I was so happy seeing cats and how cute and playful they were. I tried teaching you how to pet and approach a cat, and it kinda worked. Until later that day you told me how one bit you. It was a really calm and relaxing experience, I could feel how badly you wanted a cat after. You and your little obsession with orange cats. I was so happy when I started seeing you petting more kitties and hanging out with the orange cat you liked. 

We stayed for a little longer at the cafe, looking at the next session of people who came for the cats. They looked so depressing compared to our session, full of fun and laughs. They just had such a gloomy and awkward stance, it was hard to see honestly. 

Back in the car, I started to do my makeup, I knew you looking at me as I did it. You were trying to pretend like you weren't. You always liked to do that, observe me when I don't notice. 

We went to the famous market in that area, it was so crowded. I thought I'd lose you a couple times. But you never let go of my hand. You got me flowers there, the first flowers I've received without counting my family. I adore them I was so happy I've never been given flowers and you were the first one who did you made it extra special I love you. We saw a Ferris wheel. I've always wanted to go to that one, but the other times I came it was close. But this time it wasn't, it was the perfect opportunity. 

The walk there was interesting, a guy almost fell right in front of me. It was hilarious. Once we were on the Ferris Wheel I got a little scared you held me to make me feel safe, the view was incredible. It was really nice being up high with such a view. There you asked me the question I've been waiting for; "Do you want to be my girlfriend?" I looked at you smiling so hard, you knew the answer. "Do you want to be my boyfriend?" I knew the answer. 

Time went by too fast that day, it was time to go to the airport. Everything was going bad, the music wasn't working, and my phone didn't want to connect to the car, traffic, and people in general. I started tearing up on our way there, I couldn't believe you really had to go back, it felt too sudden. 

At the parking lot of the airport, I couldn't hold my tears back anymore, it was really happening. You had to go. I wanted to die, I wanted to stop time but we had to keep moving, even if it hurt. Inside the airport, it was terrible. The ladies at the podium weren't helping us, and I wasn't sure how to get the visitors pass, nobody really helped us, useless. Everyone turned me to the next person they thought could help. All until the actual person who could help us showed up, I was so desperate to go in with you, to spend every last second with you. I'm glad I kept asking people. I would've been too upset if I couldn't go in with you. I thought we were late for your flight but we still had time. At the gate waiting for boarding to start felt like I was being burned alive in front of a crowd, excited to see me turn into ashes. It was humiliating but I couldn't care less as long as I have you, nobody else matters. 

Watching you leave definitely broke my heart, I was devastated and the walk back to the car was the worst. Everyone saw me cry all alone, like a lost child. I didn't have you to protect me anymore. I was so scared, I was really terrified, just thinking about it makes me want to cry again. The ride back home was just as bad but at least nobody could see me or hear me cry anymore, I was alone... alone. That drive felt eternal I was so exhausted, both physically and mentally. I needed you and a safe space. I don't want to feel like that ever again. But for you, for you I would. I would do it all over again. 

I'll see you soon my love, I'll be waiting. ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི