6/14

Hey guys,

I totally forgot to do these so my bad, but here's what I did today.

So I had to take a regents which sucked but I think I did well tbh X3. I knew what was going on and everything so I'm not too worried. I got my schools year book but I look fugly as shit which is annoying.

Now for the general lore of marlowes life.

Trigger fucking warning.

So my boyfriend broke up with me. so basically he lives with his aunts bc of custody things and they fucking suck. He has hella limits on his phone and right now he doesn't even have one. His aunts made him break up with me because he got fucking SA'd and they think he cheated. WHich is wild because how tf is that even cheating?? I don't know how to feel about the break up because I did want to break up with him because its long distance and its hard but the way it happened is literally the worst way it could of happened.

I got put on new meds because apparently, I have rage issues. I got put on ssris because of a disorder I may have called dmdd or disruptive mood dysregulation disorder. But here's the fun thing. It might not be dmdd it might be fucking bipolar. Heres the best part. If it is bp the meds on now on ssris could cause a fucking manic episode. One could easily be starting I'm not too sure but I'm lowkey acting erratic so ig ill look out for that. Either way I have a fucking mood disorder which is soo fucking fun.

Thats it 

marlowe xo