Hey SleepSpacers (7): Emetophobia

  I had kind of a rough time today because
I slept very little in the few days. 
Studying for my finals finally caught 
up with me today and I got so physically
sick that I was having a difficult time 
digesting any of my food. Regardless, it
kind of reinforced a preexisting issue 
I have which is that I have grown up with
emetophobia. I have always been terrified
of throwing up since I was small, whether
it be someone else tossing chunk or myself
doing so, it has utterly terrified me to
the point that I would have rather suffered
longer than to thrown up. I despise the way
it burns its way not just through my throat,
but finds its way to my nasal cavity. So
deeply does discomfort consume me when I
spend hours sneezing out a mixture of bile
and food that remained. It is truly a very
miserable yet normal experience, yet it
somehow terrifies me to even consider the
concept of vomiting. (06/13/2024)

— Mars  ᓚᘏᗢ

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