💚 diary #11 ❤️ 6/13/2024 💚

hi chat I HAD AN ACTUALLY REALLY FUN DAY OMG LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT IT.......

so i got up super early bc i had to study for this test.  i had studied last night too and today but i really didn't feel all the way good about it. i overlearn stuff because i get a little anxious over tests and i just want to do well and i know my parents want me to do well and everything like that

i think i got up at 7:30? and then i went to feed my cat but there was cat pee on the floor so i had to clean it up. i think it was just an accident since my cats like never pee on the floor andthankfully it was on a dry tile floor which made it easy

anyway then i took a shower to wake up. i feel more productive if i shower in the morning. i think it's because it's a focused task and so that kind of activates my brain??? lol

made some cinnamon-marshmallow-caramel coffee mmm and i got to work. i reviewed some of the questions from class and found some online. then i looked at my flashcards and did some fill in the blank stuff, and made up my own questions....... i think i went a little crazy. i wish i had someone to study WITH, like an actual partner or friend. i am in the study group but it isn't really the same. i want to be the one teaching because it'll help me discover what is wrong with my understanding

i think i'll teach my cat or sister...... my cat sat onmy lap today which he hardly ever does. he's my precious sweetheart baby sunshine angel

after that i got ready to leave  but i couldn't find my parents anywhere to tell them where i was going and my dad was in his office on a call so i just left anyway and my MOM was outside watering plants which jumpscared me

anyway then i went to school. which reminds me that  yesterday i saw one of those cyber trucks on my way home, and i thought it looked like roblox graphics lol

so yeah onmy walk towards the school i saw the same dusty gray kitty. it ran away from me so i'm gonna bring snacks and stuff for it next time <3

since our class is long we did like a review session before the test but i got kind of bored since i kinda knew everything. the guy with all the harry potter tattoos was wearing a harry potter shirt as well. i think hermione is probably his idol he knows every single thing in all of the classes

the test was SOOO much easier than i thought and so much shorter. i turned over the last page and i was like "?? that's IT?" 

and then i went back and checked my answers and saw i got one wrong and then didn't even answer like two of them LOL so i fixed it and turned it in. then i talked with some girl outside and she said it was super easy too and then i went home !!!!!

when i got home i took a nap and then i don't remember what i did after. i think i got onmy computer and started working onthis minecraft build for my friends !!!!!!

uhm and then i got on murder mystery and i got CYBERBULLIED. my ign has waybright in it and so someone was like "waybright? more like waydumb" and "you look like a microwaved lemon" (since my skin's hair is blonde) and stuff since i was the murderer. and they also said "you are the murderer" and my response was like "but im so cute" 

finally the main perpetrator said "i have a beautiful girlfriendwho i love so much and she is better than you/all of you" (i can't remember) and i just go "i'm a lesbian" WHICH WAS FUNNY I THINK

then in the next game they said i smelled bad and i was -3/10 and i said thank you. i think you smell like flowers

uhmm then my friend ariessa got on with her boyfriend. so we played a few games together. then i got some dinner and iupdated my last words message on murder mystery from crybaby to the reindeer one KSDFMK

i might change my minecraft ign idk

as for thoughts??

i am gonna try and do more ballet tommorrow, it's been a while and i miss it........ gonna make a deltarune headcanons post soon......... girls are pretty........... oh stix talked to me about fighting games today and that was nice. i miss talking to stix

i have also gotten THE nicest messages EVERRR on my guest book i wanna cry my eyes out i feel SOO happy and loved and everything

i think that's all for now....... i will talk to you all later <3

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Listening To: Toby Fox - BIG SHOT
Mood: Sleepy
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