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its been 3 years since i wrote, kinda forgot this was a thing but anyways.
i think writing about myself is weird but it might be healthy, like a way to look into my mind without being in it, if that makes sense. Im a very privat person so putting anything on the internet scares me shitless, trying to face my fears is a step in the right direction tho.
i dont really feel tired anymore, i just feel streched, like ive been going for far to long, and i cant really see myself feeling any other way. ive been stuck in this feeling for years, its nothing new, ive just finally accepted that i was dealt these cards and amma just have to ride it out.
claustrophobia! but not in a small room way, its on a bigger scale, ill try explaining it but ive tried before and unless you know the feeling i dont think youll get it. I live in a small town, everyone knows everyone, like if you talk about someone youve met once, at least 2 people will know them by first and last name at work, i hate it. i miss living in a big city. i really wanna move to a bigger country, more people, more culture, more to see and and more invisibility. i like being invisible but in a small town, everyone knows who you are without ever talking to you.
get me out!
13.06.24
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Ina
Oh hey! That's an interesting view on small towns, for me it's the opposite. I hate big cities and their noise and visual pollution. It's very overwhelming and I get distracted easily.
I like nature, so small towns are ideal for me. You can't feel claustrophobic when there's so much open space and woodland around you. Actually, big cities feel much more confining.
But that's just my opinion. Have a nice day.