my ed.

it all started around 2 years ago (11 at that time) when it really started developing. And before i continue, no i am not skin and bones. I am a healthy weight because i force myself to eat (i do throw it up but the weight stays and i hate it)

Anyways, as I stated before, it started 2 years ago. It was around summer when you would start going to the beach. i saw many ill/skinny girls and i grew very jealous. It has been my goal since to become skinny enough to be pretty. Sometimes after i eat i starve for 2 days to make up for the food i ate. I do not purge anymore though, i mainly rely on starvation. my ugw is under 50kg. 

Sorry for my bad grammar. This is just a dinky winky post to explain how my ED started for anyone intrested LOLZ.