Realities, universe, past lives and weird memories

Silly reflection: 

Did y'all know that reality is only a perception...Right?I really believe that we have many other bodies in other universes, maybe people in the future will discover...Maybe we can change realities, but we just need to know how. :p

Well, we are not exactly a body, we are a consciousness controlling a body. When we die, where the consciousness go?Or when we are sleeping?Do we born in a new body after death?But we don't have memories of our past lives, so what happened to the consciousness?What is exactly the consciousness?...

You know that crazy memory you have, that when you ask your parents they have no idea what this place is?Well, i do. I remember being carried in my arms, I was the size of a baby. From my distant and confused memories, it was a woman who was carrying me, a man was next to her. Maybe they were my parents? I remember very well that this place was like a giant barbecue grill. There wasn't exactly fire, I think...Everything was blurry, you could just see dark red, orange and a bit of yellow... I don't remember if it was hot or no. I'm not sure of it, but I think the woman that was carrying me was wearing some grey vintage clothes, very similar to the 30s fashion...I don't remember the man's clothes, I just know he was there. The floor was the grate, but when the woman and the man walked on it, it was as if it were just an illusion of a grate, they didn't trip over the grates at any time. This is so weird because i don't remember what happened after that, I just know that they were walking.

I also remember that, in my old house, in the corner, there was a kind of brown hole, it looked like a funnel... I don't know how to describe it well, but the closer It got to the tip of the hole, the more light he was. I think I "went down" into this hole/tunnel, I just don't know where I ended up, I think it was in the hallway of my grandmother's house. 

Ugh PLEASE do not jugdge me for those weeeeird memories 🤷🏻‍♀️