im kinda scared (vent)

so basicaly im going on holidy with my mum and her cousin 

and like my mums lokey kinda abusive ( beatng , choking me kinda shit) 

the trip is 4-5 days(im not sure) out the country so its not like i can call my dad to get me or get her to calm down coz she also took my phone and hid coz of the last time i had to call him when she dragged e out of bed and smashed my bed againt the stairs of my bunk bed

at this point id rather just stay at school and be with my friends but id have no one to stay with( i dnt think my step mum wants me to stay with them)

ngl  i might delete this soon just incase she sees this