Existential and Life

Human life is existential horror. If the mind understands too much about reality, it wants to destroy itself. That's why some mentally ill people score high on tests of realism and intelligence, and also why your favourite philosopher or writer was probably also struggling with their mental health.

Life isn't depressing, you're just not living it correctly. Recognize absurdity and make the most out of it. Fake your hapiness until you make it.

Don't forget that you are a rational being living in a universe and world which ultimately has no use of you. Nature would be better off without your kind. The fact that you, a human which needs to seek meaning in the world with no meaning is absurd. Society is not a valid reason, because society is also a mirror of you humans. Other humans aren't a reason either, because they also have no meaning to the universe to function. Therefore, humans aren't needed; they have no meaning to the universe. Your existence isn't needed. Society isn't needed for the universe to function. Therefore, humans aren't needed; they have no meaning; no purpose. But since you are here afterall, all you can do is try to find something to fill that void. Rationalize your happiness and force yourself to feel happiness, even though you ultimately have no meaning or purpose, It'll all be over soon since your lifespam is nothing compared to the vastness of the universe. and if you are religous... well, good luck.

The things you resent in others are the things you haven't been able to accept about yourself. There's always a reason why you don't like something about someone. Look within yourself and you'll find out what and why that is.

Why do you let people call you things you know aren't true? Insults do not work on someone who knows who they are. A brunette person wouldn't take offense if someone insulted their blue hair.

Why are you filled with so much aggression and hatred? I'm finding it difficult to assume what you must have went through to mold you into the persson standing in front of me right now.

You are too invested in how a person you only talked to for five minutes of your day has percieved your entire life that you cannot fully enjoy living.

It looks like you're trying to prove a point to an idiot. A wise man once said "Bees don't waste their time explaining to flies why honey is better than shit"

All things are unfortunately subject to interpretation. But, the interpretation that prevails at a given time is a function of power, and not the truth. reality is what it is regardless of your perception. There is only one absolute truth.

You are finally awake!

You will be fine. You have no choice.