Does anyone else genuinely feel like multiple peopleĀ
Like, I could be anyone, and in any situationĀ
So much so that I don't really have a sense of self
There's no "me"
Like ok I'm an angsty teenager, yeah
Im an ambitious young woman, on paper I suppose
Im a belligerent drunk college student. Well I was, then I got kicked out
Im a junkie, by definition I guess....
Im a jaded middle-aged businessman. I really like the show succession
Im just a baby, I had a turbulent childhood
I'm an idiot. I had a turbulent childhood....
.....and a corrupt politician,Ā
Same difference lol
A bully, I was raised catholic and never went out of my way to figure out morality on my own terms
A peacemaker, my parents get into these really vicious fights since I was young and its really messed me up
Offensive, I hate pretentiousness
Im a pop star who was raised upper middle class and the worst thing that ever happened to me was breaking up with my high school sweetheartĀ
Loving, I love humanity and I believe we are "good"
Reserved, I grew up always feeling out of place in my family and the world
Needy, for that same reasonĀ
Judgmental, I hate myself and can take it out on others at times
Independent, because I should be at this age
Ofc some of these I just pulled out of my asshole for funsies and stuff but you know, in my heart of hearts, I know can find a part of myself that deeply resonates with at least one aspect of every single person I have ever seen. Seriously. Everyone is a "literally me" character for me.
But what does that make me?
MmmmmĀ
Schizophrenic, probably. And im not even joking.
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