smth weird I wrote like a year ago-

It's kinda cute. I’m aware I’ll see him soon, which means I’ll have to suffer later, after that “wonderful” encounter. 

I guess it’s whatever. His face might be the only thing that keeps me alive now, not even his hugs (Though I must admit I’m quite obsessed with those). Hey, I might even get through the day without snapping, everything thanks to him! Could that actually be possible? Oh, come on, he’s better than my pills, than my medicine to stop my pain. He can temporarily end my suffering as long as he’s here with me.